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Post by Cloud on May 26, 2009 20:37:55 GMT -5
We shell see. But wait, do you actually get paid for that?
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Post by sheik on May 27, 2009 12:51:07 GMT -5
I drink a lot actually it's fun it makes me happy
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Post by Cloud on May 27, 2009 19:19:03 GMT -5
I drink a lot actually it's fun it makes me happy When Cloud told me this last night, I found it unbelievable. But to actually see you saying this is just wow. What kinda stuff do you drink? And how often do u drink?
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Post by sheik on May 28, 2009 16:10:50 GMT -5
lol well glad you didn't expect that from me It really depends on what we have. I usually drink on weekends with my friends, it's really fun, we do lots of funny drinking games and usually well you know part of my problems and well you can imagine that I'm rarely that happy about it and well when I drink I forget it all and just have fun!
for example, do you know I usually only laugh because I know i should? Like I always get that some jokes are funny and I see and enjoy the humor, but me smiling and laughing about it just isn't natural because I'm like never really in the mood to laugh, so I got used to doing it so that I don't look as crazy as I am (this and many other things that I fake to look normal). So usually I just don't laugh...ever, because I'm so f**ked up in my head. When I drink this little part of me who always suffers about x reason disappears (or is too drunk to think right xD) and I can actually stop faking being happy and sociable and it actually comes naturally!! It just makes me happier
this is just an example, there are many other reasons why I like to drink but mostly it's fun!
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Post by sheik on May 28, 2009 16:12:45 GMT -5
lol I just psychoanalyzed my alcoholism xD (although I'm not an alcoholic, I don't even drink once a week, although I wouldn't mind, it's just that I can't go home if I drank because my parents smell it and they are RLY against it so only when I go sleep over at friend's houses)
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Post by Cloud on May 28, 2009 18:24:46 GMT -5
Wow. Sheik you are full of surprises.
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Post by sheik on May 30, 2009 23:01:22 GMT -5
yep, I'm a woman of mystery (lol)
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Post by Cloud on May 30, 2009 23:26:41 GMT -5
Seems like we all have our little secrets.
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